it's rough

It's rough being the friend that only gets called when something is needed. I am sick of my heart hurting over not feeling like a friend cares about me. When I would do anything for this friend because I care so much. oh well I probably need to buck up and get over it and just keep swimming.

2 AM

I am too old to stay out till 2AM but it was so worth it. I would take this headache and tiredness any day due to staying out with a friend sharing our hearts.